Bits and Pieces

Random thoughts banging around in my head tonight:

First appointment 7am, last one 7pm = busy day tomorrow. It takes a while to really come together again, but we're getting a little closer each time. I bought two books today; and I'm actually going to read one of them. My honey got a solid job interview (yaaaay!). She is / I am / we are blessed. If the past couple of weeks has taught me anything, it is the importance of friends in my life. I really like making new friends. I think I'm going to start doing a lot more of that. Money is only a conduit to something else that you want; focus on the end result, and the money will come. What's wrong with wanting to run a jet ski rental shop? I never thought I'd live to be this old. Down to 225 lbs and still losing weight. nothing fits anymore, everything is baggy. Almost time to buy some new clothes. How would I look with blonde streaks? I look around at the things that I have collected, and I don't want any of them. I want to get rid of everything and start over. I wish I had more money sometimes. Once, when I was in the Army, a girl wrote me a song. I don't care whether you're good or bad; I love the person underneath. Why do I feel so lonely sometimes? I have absolutely no talent at all for picking out gifts; this is a new phenomenon; I used to be pretty good at it. No matter what people say, I am actually pretty happy with my job, and I'm good at it. Magic is all around us; magic is inside us; all we have to do is believe, and "blink", it becomes reality. (Powerful stuff). I can't make you like me any more than you already do. Is she wonderful simply because she is changing, or is she changing into something simply wonderful? I do love her; she is the living combination of all events in my life up to now. Better to create or better to exist? Hmmm. My son is almost grown. Sleep is the antidote for sad. <goodnight>